Finally Closing One Chapter, and Opening a New One

I can't believe it I am done school. it was 7 years to get here... but I did it! I am officially a University Graduate. It is somewhat weird to not have to worry about school work or going to classes but it also feels good to be out here in the "real world" I am scared, for once in like 20 years I don't know what I'll be doing next year. When I was in school it was always easy because the next year I knew I would be in school again. Now I am working and paying bills and worry about Medical and Dental stuff. eww.. I"m a grown-up! hahahhaa!!


I've accomplished so much and I am so blessed to be where I am now. Without those people around me supporting me I don't know if I would've made it. I have the most supportive family in the world!! They were always there to support anything I wanted to try even if they knew I shouldn't. My parents were always concerned about studies, but they also put me in so many extra curricular activities that it help shape me to become the outgoing person that I am. It's true I am all over the place and there were questions whether I would stay in school and finish but by having role models, like my parents who believed in never giving up, help me push through and succeed. My sisters always have my back even when I wanted to play club volleyball and my parents didn't want me to they helped my parents see that it was important to me and if i didn't have volleyball I don't know if I would have passion for other things at all.


God has also blessed me with 6 of the best friends in the world! yes people 6. 3 of which have been my best friends I'd say since I was 4. we had our drama but any drama has always brought us back together. Sandra, Diane, Alexis, Magtang, Crissa, and Steph. These 6 have always been able to keep in line, and also to keep me focused. We have a respect for each other that not very many people would know of. It's a weird way to show love but making fun of each other, mocking each other, beating up on each other is what we do and we love each other for it.








There's so many people I'm greatful to have in my life. My volleyball crew, my nursing friends epecially Christine who help me see something back in my first year of nursing that not many people were able to crack out of me. I've grown so much since my first few years in college/univeristy and I am only now slowly seeing where the changes are. It's weird to see me at this stage but I am ready for the challenges God has set for me. He has continued to guide me and I continue to follow that path He has planned for me.

Really to tell the truth it is only where I feel comfortable saying I am proud of myself. I feel I am at that point now where I know what I want. I know where I want to go and I feel that I will be okay no matter what I choose. It's a fun time to be in. I close my childhood chapter and now I face the new chapter that people call "Being a Grown-Up"

A piece titled "White Noise"

The square tiled floor room is empty.
Four walls, one square window.
This dark grey, gloomy, ghostly room is only lit by a
Blue Light coming through the window
The door creeks open and a large figure enters
It lurks in the shadows looking for an opportune time to take command.
This figure begins to be drawn to the
Blue Light coming through the window
The figure clings on to the wall as if holding on for dear life.
What does it see from the
Blue Light coming through the window
Eyes grow wide as the Blue Light screams.
White Noise fills the room like a snowy channel on T.V. that was put on full blast.
The walls crack, the window breaks
The Blue Light moves toward the figure clinging to the wall
An eerie silence over comes the room
The figure stares at the
Blue Light coming through the window
Transfixed.
FLASH! CRACK! BOOM!

The light retracts, the large figure disappears.
The blank, black, boxed up room is empty now.
The only sound is coming from the hum of a
Blue Light radiating through the window