10.3.10

Maybe It Wasn't Our Time

it came together quickly
what was to happen from a simple hello
we clicked,
we smiled,
we played
who knew what began to grow.

eventually nights became mornings,
days becomes nights


Shouldn't blame you anymore
you can't hurt me anymore
as much as i wish you were mine
I have realized now
that is just wasn't our time
i didn't see who i needed to see
you couldn't grasp who i wanted to be
as much as i wanted you to be mine
I've realized now that
maybe it wasn't our time.

Two roads collided
Two paths crossed
as much as i wish they moved as one
it was the map to being done
two minds torn, subsided
two minds torn, retired
as much as i wish it wasn't done
there was no hope to us becoming one.

a crossed love shattered
communication blocked
both of us mad at each other
the door was closed with no signs of being unlocked.
we don't talk, avoidance is clear
I continue to push and live without fear
it's been said if you love someone let them go
the trust i gave you will have to continue to grow.

I know that sounds awkward
I know that sounds bizarre
but thanks to you I trust in love again
and I know my dream come true isn't far.
I thank you for allowing me to be open
I thank you for being a friend
I thank you for showing a little trust
just before our end.

We were never one
There was never an us
but i hold to the fact that a possibility was discussed
We ended things wrongly but in truth i think we did care
about each other, we saw something there.
So in conclusion I tell you
and those who read this that I'm fine
and that I've realized now that
it was never our time.