Geek In Pink strikes A-GAIN!

So I did a birthday greeting. My attempt at mending fences.
You replied a thank you and that's all I was hoping for.
Just some civil action.
That's all, that's all I wanted.

THEN..
You had to ask how things were going
You requested friendship
You had to say more than thank you

THEN...
YOU CUT ALL TIES AGAIN!
AGAIN!

Why? That's all i want to know.
Why disappear and cut me off?
Why is it so hard to be civil with each other
Why... was all i've always wanted to know.
Why can't you respond to any questions
Why can't you help in mending this fence?

You requested friendship and I accepted. I've seen you this past year and you say hi to me and I've always said hi back, not necessarily in a nice way but i acknowledge you. That action made me think okay maybe we're cool. maybe i should just let bygones be bygones like you asked before and join you in the attempt of friendship, hence the reason for the birthday greeting. I answered your question about how things are, quite mechanically, but for some reason that's all i felt sharing with you at that time. I shared so much with you before and you hurt me so I don't feel like I owe you any more details of my life. You asked me another question about what's going on, I felt like that question was redundant so I took it as you wanting to know more.. and I wanted to answer it during a time where I can actually sit down and think about what I wanted to share with you. You know me, you know my lifestyle and you of ALL PEOPLE know how busy I am or should I say appear to be, so I thought you would understand why I didn't respond right away.....

MSN has a weird way of creeping up on me... I mended another fence and re-added you and you told me you quit facebook to concentrate on your studies...fair enough. Here I go jumping to conclusions again ...

this post was a be angry at you. but again I'm done doing that.

until next post